
I can’t believe it . No , I totally and completely fucking can . Mother fucking clique . I shouldve known . I shouldn’t have trusted . HA . Why should I trust anybody.? Don’t ever trust anybody . That’s my advice for everybody . They ALL know . And its YOUR FAULT . YOU TOLD . Why.!? Why would you tell.!? WHY.!?!? I though we fucking trusted each other.!!!! No.!! No you bitch apparently we don’t.! We don’t fucking trust each other and you wanna know why.? Because I told two people . Even if the others won’t judge they still KNOW . And now they will not look at me the same way . Not ever again . Two people . And one informed me . You . Told .
But I’m not mad .
My hearts just broken
Just old scars reopened
Bleed
Bleed
Bleed till there’s nothing left ..
Again .
and now suddenly I feel like crying. I feel like slashing into my fucking wrists. I feel like I miss him so much. I feel worthless. I feel like he doesn’t give a shit about me. I feel like he never did. I feel ugly. I feel fat. I feel like no body cares.
All I want is to feel loved..




