terrible
SO MUCH HATE AND BADNESS AND BLACKNESS AND IT’S ALL RIGHT THERE .
and i’m falling and i’m failing and i need release and it’s eating me alive like bugs eating at my brain consuming it do i sound crazy.? yes . because i am .
I am crazy . crazy crazy crazy . I am slowly going insane INSIDE MY OWN HEAD my head it’s killing me i am going to go insane . insane . inSANE .
sanity is gone I AM NOT LUCID AT ALL . this is ludicrous i am crazy .
crazy .
insane .
all inside my own head . my own BLACK MIND FILLED WITH BLACK IDEAS AND MACABRE THOUGHTS AND NOIR .
hahahaa , i’ll be ohkay :) . what are we talking about.? I’ll be ohkay . Fine . Alright . like little fishies swimming , I’m fine :) I am fine . perfect in fact
perfectly inane .
No , not insane . Insane too but ,
inane . more and mostly inane .
Numb .
Inane , inane inane . That is my word . That is the word of me , that is how i can describe me we can describe me now and I am not crazy.!! I’m NOT I am NOT crazy , I’m NOT :)
I am totally , and completely ,
Inane .
:)




